Credits to: Field Shooting by jendrynDV-Devian Art


I am finally getting myself to blog after a long hiatus from blogging...

I have actually wanted to blog about my 3rd and 4th day trip in Shanghai but I am simply just too lazy to get myself to blog about what happen during those last 2 days even though I have a lot more to say...well, i am always doing things half heartedly (need to change=X)...anyway, i would just sum up about my entire experience there..i would say overall i did enjoy myself for the whole trip....however, ironically, i still feel that there's something lacking..i am not sure what's that "something" that is lacking...maybe because what we have been doing there are mostly visiting companies(already taken up 3/4 of the day)...not much of shopping or exploring to other interesting places...or perhaps the trip is simply just too short...or that it was a school trip so there was more restrictions etc....whatever it is, I just hope that my next overseas trip would be much much more fun...just can't wait to travel to other countries again...now one of my "most wanted to go" places is KOREA!!hmmm...but when would that day come?????????

Holidays are coming to an end...the new semester would also be my last semester which means I would be graduating pretty soon...I am anticipating to graduate from NYP but then again, the "What am I going to do after that?" thought would always come to my mind...I wanted to get into a local U...but I just felt dishearten whenever I think of my results..it's just too hard...furthermore I still have to compete with the JC people which makes it rather impossible(maybe possible for SIM=/)...I felt like changing my career path as well...I do not want to do accounting or any typical office jobs because I just hate the feeling of sitting in the office whole day long facing piles of wordy documents and computer and then you go back home, sleep and the next day work again...it's just so no life...but thinking back aren't most jobs like this? Sometimes I really regretted not choosing to go to JC..I should have just not give in that time and make my own choice to go into JC..somehow I believe that I could have done much more better than what I am doing now in poly...haiz=(..but what's done is done..there's no way that I can turn back now unless there's miracles which is so impossible=.=..All I really hope now is that I would be able to know what I want to do by the end of this year...I do not want to disappoint my parents who have pinned all their hopes on me and also to my dear late-grandparents whom always believe in me...I really don't want to be deem as a useless person but what can I do??