The only thing that I want to describe about my life now would be "FML!"

Alright, it doesn't sound right to be coming from me but that was how I felt about my life now....I am jobless, have to think more than twice about buying stuffs, have to pay for my phone bill, sleep late at night and wake up late the next day, watch shows, going out and meaning withdrawing $>depositing, worrying for my applications=.=...GOSH! I hate the lifestyle that I am living now...am absolutely not proud of it at all!!

Before holiday started, I was having my naive thoughts that it would be very easy to find a job but now I would say "My foot ar!" If anyone has this kind of thought, please eradicate it completely!! Finding a job is not easy at all!! Wanted to go into relief teaching but guess what? Called up 8 schools and all have no vacancies at all..How great!? Then went for interview for the KD job that cousin introduced me-NO CALL! So now I turned to jobs on portals...have been sending more than 10 resumes out to different agencies but they seem to be useless...talking about those agencies just make me boils!!(shall not elaborate on it but all I can say is job agencies are so not reliable from what I have been experiencing so far!). Perhaps, I should just find a millionaire lad and married myself off hah...LOLSS!OMG!WHAT RUBBISH!!WAKE UP TWP!!HAHA...

Hmm..Sometimes growing up can be such a chore simply because things just become more complicated and there's so much things to be "烦" about...Well, if i could turn back the time(as quoted from one of the FB fan page), I would definitely choose to turn back to 16 yrs old! That's where most of my fond memories are. Not that I do not enjoy those "after 16 yrs old" years, it's just that that particular year, it's a much more simpler, purer and a happening life, not as complicated as after that. That's what I honestly thought.

Anyway, back to reality, hopefully by next week I would be able to get a job (haiz, I've been repeating that every week..lol) & probably some good news from my application!Wish me luck!:D